Hola a todos! Not too much to report from
Bluefields. This week was pretty hectic since I was running a summer camp from
Wednesday – Friday of this week. I was nervous as to how it t would go, but
thanks to my other site volunteers, it was largely a success. I learned a lot
and hopefully next year it will go even smoother. Now I’m just getting ready to
spend the holidays with Geri (another Peace Corps volunteer) in Pearl Lagoon, a
Creole community on the coast.
It definitely is an unusual feeling to not be
spending Christmas in the states with my family. This has always been a special
time for us, and since I’ve been born, we’ve always been able to spend it
together. As I was shopping this morning, I passed by a store playing “I’ll Be
Home for Christmas” (the reggae version of course, because this is Bluefields)
and started to tear up. To hold in, I proceeded to scrunch up my face so that
the whole walk home it looked like I was trying to poo. Merry Christmas
Bluefields.
Listening to this song, however awful its timing
was, made me think about the story of the first Christmas. Regardless of what
you believe of this story, there is no doubting the enormous sway that it holds
in the imaginings of all who celebrate this holiday. The constant messages of
“Peace on Earth” and “Love your fellow man” both have strong connections to the
birth of Jesus. According to Christian tradition, it was his love for man which allowed him to be born in the most humble of settings:
a smelly and less-than-sanitary animal barn. This theme of love is most, taken
from the original Christmas story, is the focus of every Christmas.
For me with my scrunched up got-to-poo face, this
year was different. Instead of focusing on this particular theme, I was thinking
instead of Mary and Joseph. Like me, Mary and Joseph weren’t able to be with
their own families on this first Christmas. Instead, thanks to Caesar Augustus,
they were required to travel to Bethlehem while May was nine months pregnant This
means that Mary was forced to give birth 1) without the support of her family
2) without comfort of being in her own home or even an inn and 3) after having
ridden a long way on a donkey (which cannot be comfortable for a pregnant
woman). Any woman will tell you that these are not the most ideal conditions
for giving birth, but this is what Mary did. And through this hardship, beauty
was brought into the world.
Now, to clare-ify (I’m sorry, I love doing that),
I’m not trying to compare myself to Mary, or claim that what I’m doing is going
to produce anything beautiful. It’s simply that experience of not being home
for Christmas, has allowed me to look at this story from a different
perspective and gain a deeper appreciation of the sacrifice involved. This
Christmas, my greatest gift has been to realize that it these little sacrifices
(or things I have been forced to give up) which enrich my experience here,
reminding me to step outside of myself and my own needs. For during what time
is of year is it better to focus on others than Christmas? Merry Christmas
everyone J